Jestau

  Sorry, but it's better to say a no, Coz love's all but fake.... You love too much, Possessive, and over caring, you are called, You love too less, "Why avoid?" You are asked, Glances at each other,  Calls, hours long, romances, Time fades the old love, Gasping for a little care, you die, Love's such a bitch, it bites you all over, Wounds so deep, so dark, and Never healed by time...

Who are you not in my sight What do u say... Outside my mind The dark fumes of ur treachery Engulfs me, swallowing my life Lies and truths, dark and light.. It pains my soul, kills my thoughts. To follow the path,the crooked one That u went by, to hurt me. I have the spark of love. But you smother it.... Love hath killed so many, And for me, u did.

You haven't gone, you can't, Leaving us all alone, You are,and you will be , A part of me, I'll never forget All the care you gave, All the fights we had, Teases and advises. No, I'd never come to send you off, 'Coz, you can't go, You never can, You still live,in my memories.

Flurry of arrows, your tongue held, Rained upon me, driving onto my heart, Every drop, oozed out, in red Till my death made  me a stone . None other than me, you promised, Quenched your thirst of life, Till u found a more juicy one, And I was left, a dry stone To start again, she told me, Emotions for me, that she had, But the stone i was, couldn't love her, For you had drained myself, my love And there I stood, a stone against time And she, a tree, held me tight, Whilst you had your crooked laugh.

From calls everyday, To not giving a fuck They did a long walk, Form tags every hour, To blocked for life, They made their story, Doubts crept in, New friends came in, Trust broke apart, And away they went, One with a doubting mind, The other,with a shattered heart

Each time I see you, You lit up my heart, Each time you look at me, I feel paralysed,can't move When you have a fight with me, Baby,I wish u were mine, All the scowls u throw at me, Tickles me off,like a soft feather, All the anger you pour on me, Seems like a soft caressing touch You'll never know, What hath killed me, For I starved to death, Just watching you from afar, But,that was the best ending,for me

I  love you, she tells me, Laughs and scorns,she get Tired and dead, my soul was, Hung from the ceiling,in an obscura, Shrivelled, and withered out. Try to patch up,for god's sake, Her heart calls out But my hearts out cold. All those days,all those time, And I was a stone till eternity

Well, I've lost you, The bonds long forgotten, The laughter turning grim The giggles became snarls,rotten. You were a crystal, long back, So long, it seems forever. Had my defects, I confess, But doubted you, never did I. Ne'er failed, never, had I, until, You,my strength became my failure. An object of hatred, a material to desist, What you think of me, weighs me down, Though my heart ebbs for you, for ever.

My life to my hands, did i take When you were gone... And there was i, who killed me. Promised to be my heart, You left without a trace. My lips, cold they are, swollen, They held my words to you. My words remind me, here u are Take a souvenir from me, u did., Now a hole in my chest mocks at me.. Day by day, i lose something from me And all flies at you, to be refused. Love takes time, that's my hope, Hand in hand, walk to eternity, shall we